Dnes
30. října 2012 v 22:46 | Arliti
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Básně české
Harmonický rozklad
ovládá zplihlý dav
živočišný odpad
vzdává se svých práv.
Otupělé stádo
táhne do chléva
vědomě a rádo
v mrvě uléhá.
Nevybočit, imitovat
bezmozečný sliz
nadávat a iritovat
- mrtví jako hmyz.
Staří ve svých kotcích
co hnijí v bezčasí
mladí se zhlíží v ovcích
tupé modly je nespasí.
Bez nápadu, bez páteře
motáme se v kruzích,
cíle se nikdo nedobéře
- utopí se v dluzích.
K modré kouli připoutáni
krmíme se špínou
rudá neplní nám přání
pouze naší vinou.
Stagnace a kroky zpět
v rozletu nás brzdí
nekoná se další let
zůstáváme za zdí.
K poznání chybí vůle
pro nemožné odvaha
přilepení jako v úle
spolyká nás zábava.
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Ke koloniím, ke hvězdám
snad v letech příštích
stále marně doufám
zamčená v kleci lítých.
S úpadkem však
- jazyka i dětí
s nadějí vak
se mění v smetí.
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Aneb, co se mi honí v hlavě při hodinách psychologie.
Arisen
5. června 2012 v 22:54 | Arliti
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Poems/Básně anglické/
I heard the abyss calling
I was left to bleed despair
yet my mind was stalling
still willing to care.
I fell deep to the ending
crushed but still could breathe
yet my will wasn´t bending
the sword I couldn´t sheathe.
Then I remembered and saw
all the poison that led me here
the pain wasn´t my flaw
I could make it disappear.
For the first time in years
I tasted freedom on my lips
now rid of my fears
fate was mine for grips.
And I floated, I flew
out of the cave, the prison
- the shackles that were you -
and emerged anew, arisen.
Suddenly weightless with relief
I fed the free fire inside
my soul free of grief
no more need to hide.
It did hurt and bleed
the wound, your parting gift
to know I´m not of need
to open such a rift.
Yet, in the end my sight
isn´t clouded by false hope
in my heart all is right
now you´ve cut the rope.
To finally awaken
from that fanatic seam
to be my own person
is my new real dream...
Rose and Thorn
7. března 2012 v 17:29 | Arliti
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Poems/Básně anglické/

To the Sleeping Beauty
twins were born
the girl was named Rose
and the boy Thorn.
Always together
- sweet to behold
yet there was a secret
that never was told.
Rose although beautiful
was as evil as hell
while Thorn a sweetheart
who wished all well.
Thanks to the link
of souls and hearts
no one knew about
their secret sides.
When they were ten
their parents divorced
and onto the twins
a parting was forced.
Beauty took Thorn
to live in the wild
Prince had Rose
to sooth his mind.
The twins apart
thought of a plan
to mimick the other
their parents to scam.
So Thorn in the woods
fretted and raged
knowing in the end
he won´t be caged.
Hoping for a visit
Rose with great restraint
acted nice and politely
- feeling all quaint.
Soon tired Beauty
couldn´t cope
sent Thorn down a well
and pulled out the rope.
But Thorn now strong
from the fuss he´s done
climbed out with vigor
and started to run.
Prince on the other hand
guarded Rose too much
she was kept shut
no talking or touch.
But Rose now calm
from all the pretence
sneaked out her room
and climbed the fence.
Half the miles between
the twins met again
hunted by their parents
- one for love, one for shame.
Holding their hands
they hid on a ship
that carried them away
peaceful in their kip.
In a new land
they happily grew
both bad and good
complete and new.
Now balanced adults
they ruled the land
though just and fair
with a firm hand.
Yet loneliness struck
for it was hard to find
a partner and friend
of an equal mind.
When twenty they thought:
"Ah, the isolation wins."
Until in winter they met
Snow White twins.
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I did this as an assignment for school - to write the continuation of a classic fairy tale. I chose The Sleeping Beauty and I was inspired by the Rin x Len Vocaloid duo. To be quite honest I´d just love it if someone translated it into Japanese and made it into a song for them. It´d make me sooo proud, so if someone´s out there looking for lyrics, feel free to take these, just list me in the credits or something, ok?;-)It´s a shame I don´t have the software or skill to do this myself, but maybe that will change once I go to Japan (yes, it´s in my future plans - a year and a half from now I´ll hopefully be teaching English there :) ).
BTW I´ve added some more drawings into the My creations galery, I put them all on facebook too - actually facebook is the reason I´ve been neglecting the blog lately, but I´ll try to actually write here from time to time again. Not that anybody gives a sh*t but after reading Joyce´s Ulysses I was reminded of my love for writing - weird I know since people usually don´t like Ulysses, but I´m glad I read it, it really is an inspiring piece of writing!:)
Hot and Not Part I
13. září 2011 v 21:27 | Arliti
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Sort-of-diary/Trochudeník
This is an article about fat and skinny, I´m going to call things what they are and there will most likely be some swearing, so if you don´t like it don´t read. Also this is from a person who´s been on both sides, although I´ve spent more years as Not than Hot. Therefore the examples come from a personal experience from the front lines, so to speak. ;-)
First, I´d like to explain to those who have never been fat what is so difficult about getting a better body shape. This will contain a fair amount of alibism, and yes, that´s exactly what some of it is, but I´m also trying to show you what is it like to look from the Not side.

So why is getting thinner so fucking hard?
- Not all of us have the perfect metabolism like you skinny bitches (no offense intended I´d be most proud to call myself a skinny bitch too, it´s just what pretty much any of us fats call you in our heads..). I mean seriously I know many many people who eat like pigs, the only sport they do is "couching" and yet they look like they´ve stepped streight out of a model agency. On that point, the fact that someone is overweight doesn´t necessarily mean he/she overeats as well. For example I have a 1 slice of bread with cheese breakfast, a normal lunch (for me that´s no soup, just the main course) and a dinner similar to breakfast, with occasional youghurt or musli snack in between those. Not exactly the gorging you would expect right?
- Comfort food. That kind of speaks for itself, but let me elaborate a bit. Imagine (or remember, whichever the case) you´re a beautiful thin girl walking down town. Girls give you the "Die bitch!" envy look, that boosts your confidence, if you accidentally bump into someone, all you need to do is give them a slight smile, and everything´s ok. You meet your perfect friends and bathe in the glorious feeling of being part of this great group of people. You happen to drop your keys or phone, the worse thing that happens is a sleezy older guy checks out your butt while you pick it up. You have a good day, because no matter what happens at least you know you look good when it happens. You come home, your sibling says Hi, and when you curl up in your bed you look cute.Now, from the other side. You´re a fat bouncy ball walking down town. People give you the "OMG! WTF! Godzilla on the way!" look, that totally crashes your confidence, so that your walk turns all wobly and you keep your head down, so no one can notice you´ve actually quite pretty face. When you accidentally bump into someone, they grunt and frown, sometimes even scream "Watch it fat bitch!". You meet your perfect friends, but you don´t enjoy the time you spend with them because you keep thinking about how you don´t fit amongst them. Everything you do, makes you look clumsy and weird, because your movements are all but elegant. You drop something and bent to pick it up only to hear "Hey I could park a bus on that! It´s hard to hold things with those whale flippers, right?". You have a terrible day, because everyone around is trying to put you down. Oh, and trying to ignore all this doesn´t make it stop. You come home, your sibling tells you you´re fat instead of hello and when you curl up in your bed you get depressed because you know you don´t look cute at all.So, tell me which of these girls is in bigger need of comfort food at the end of the day? It´s a vicious circle this one...
- When you decide to exercise, you avoid gyms and group sports, because they´re full of already skinny people, that snicker at your sweaty effort to lose some weight. Therefore, you end up exercising at home, which makes it easier to slack off and lose motivation.
- Studying. I don´t know about others, but I tend to eat more sweets when I´m studying, sweet´s good for the brain, they say anyway, so before finals and exams I become addicted and although I don´t eat much of other food so the energy kind of balances out it´s pretty hard to stop after the exam season´s over. :-P
- The constant talks of anorectic girls complaining about being fat. Seriously, you have no idea just how annoying and discouraging that is. I mean if what looks perfect to me now, will not be good enough once I reach it, why try right?
- Weak will and lazy ass. That´s quite obvious. I might love dagger training, running in the forest, archery and exercising, but sometimes it´s really hard to get over my weak will. My problem is I´m addicted to stories. It can be in a form of a book, a movie, an anime, a song, a picture I don´t care, but I need them for survival. And I become very grumpy when I don´t get my fix. So, sometimes stories win over movement simply because it just seems too dull in comparism.
- Alergies and asthma. "Just start eating healthy food and you´ll have a healthy body." Yeah, easier said than done. Especially if you have an increadible amount of food alergies: almost all kind of nuts, fish and all seafood, many kind of fruits (although I can finally eat apples, yay!:-)), some seasonings and vegetables. Top it off with an asthma that makes any long runs impossible and you´ll get why it´s so fucking hard.
- There´s a ton of other reasons as well, but another big one is when you keep exercising and you eat little and there are no results for weeks and weeks! Endurancy is the key, but sometimes you just don´t have enough of it. Especially, when it´s so painful to seemingly work hard for nothing.
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Coming up Part II - My glory story and why it didn´t last.:-P
Kdybys byla královnou
5. září 2011 v 14:00 | Arliti
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Básně české
Kdybys byla královnou,
byla bych tvůj rádce,
kterého neposlechneš
- inu, marná práce.
Kdybys byla princeznou,
byla bych tvá kmotra,
jejíž kouzla nechceš
- zas si najdeš lotra.
Kdybys byla vojákem,
byla bych tvá puška,
však k čemu mířit hledákem,
když chvěje se ti muška.
Kdybys byla anděl,
nemohla bych tě znát,
že nejsi ani ďábel,
můžem osud spolu tkát.
Naštěstí jsi lvice,
i já dravec snad.
Jednou ti najdem prince
- nemusíš se bát.
Třebaže jsi den,
zatímco já noc,
stejnou cestou jdem
- toť přátelství, tvá moc.
byla bych tvůj rádce,
kterého neposlechneš
- inu, marná práce.
Kdybys byla princeznou,
byla bych tvá kmotra,
jejíž kouzla nechceš
- zas si najdeš lotra.
Kdybys byla vojákem,
byla bych tvá puška,
však k čemu mířit hledákem,
když chvěje se ti muška.
Kdybys byla anděl,
nemohla bych tě znát,
že nejsi ani ďábel,
můžem osud spolu tkát.
Naštěstí jsi lvice,
i já dravec snad.
Jednou ti najdem prince
- nemusíš se bát.
Třebaže jsi den,
zatímco já noc,
stejnou cestou jdem
- toť přátelství, tvá moc.
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Pro jednu naší blonďatou lvici. mtmr!:)




