There are times when you feel great and no matter how much shit happens to you, nothing´s gonna ruin your day. But then there aretimes when you feel so lonely and depressed regardless of whether you really are alone in your room or among people that you wish for a meteorite to fall down from the sky and hit your house, so that just at least something would happen...
You can easily guess which time it is for me now. It´s weird thought that in this age of superior technology when there are numerous ways of how to connect with people, the number of lonely and crushed existences is still increasing, and what´s even more alarming is that, it ain´t usually the stupid punks or junkies who commit a suicide or die in a really stupid way, it´s the smart people who eventually end up in the streets aimlessly wandering, who lost their will, their purpose in life. So in the end there are more and more good for nothings and bastards in general who are gonna outlive us all just because they don´t care about the meaning of life, or anything abstract in general, therefore they´re happier and for some twisted gust of fate much more luckier than the rest of us. As a result the "oh so powerful" mankind is getting dumber and dumber thus inevitably heading for selfdestruction...
Sorry if it depressed you, I just had to share my thougts somewhere. Nobody´s going to read it anyway so I guess it´s something like talking to the other you in a mirror, but that´s fun too...